Holiday has Passed, School will Come within 17hours!

Waaaaa,wouldn't it be nice if I gift my new class this clock? I think I'll make it by myself someday and my math teacher will give me plus score and turn my attitude-score into A+++++++ hahaha.

Well, talking about time. Holiday is over today, and the day I've been waiting is coming closer, which is tomorrow-within 17hours from now. I don't know whether I have to be glad realizing it or not. Hmmmm actually I'm not ready yet. Sadly, I guess I'm not ready enough to lift my body up to go to bathroom in the morning. I guess my hands still stiff and probably has forgotten how to write words. I guess my shoulder still much weak to carry my bag, which actually just bring one loose leaf, one pen, handphone, wallet, parfume, and comb. Oh no, zaaar. You can't do that anymore. Twas your past, and your real story of education will begin in a short time. Aaaaargh will I bring all of my thick book which contain thousand, oh I mean hundreds of pages? Big nooooooo, but unfortunately I've to :(

And this is the main reason why I hate to face the school, ya I hate when night comes and my insomnia hits me, lately, I always go into asleep at 5am, after I perform Subuh, or at least at 3am and wake up at 12pm. It was so hard to let my mind into a dream, my eyes were closed, but still I couldn't sleep, until finally I overslept while I was watching MTV Insomnia. I like it no matter how cheesy it is.

I'm still not in the good mood to back to the reality, to my daily life. Hope today will never ends and tomorrow goes slowly. But I miss y'all class and schoolmate. So......... What should I do? I know I'm unstable.

What Things I Miss the Most

I remember when we sat in a circle, gossiping others, and imagining something very impossible. Well, having a dream isn't wrong at all.

I remember when my chairmate told me, Raihan, and Isal her story of 3days before her mother passed away. It was very touchin and looked alike a serial film on TV, but twas much more interesting. Btw, we sat at the corner and ignored the lesson, and Mrs.E saw red to us.

I remember when my friends, Septi, Illga, and Tono got -40 on biology daily-exam, and it made me laughed until cry woahahahahaha we guess pupils who got minus is somebody who being red handed when they were cheating haha. But, surprisingly, 1day later, when I was preparing my book in my room, I found my previous exam, and I got -50 hahahha I thought it was positive50, cause I didnt ever suspect that Mrs.S will give minus score!

I remember when we inform the headmaster that Mr.b was being abnormal at class, but when Mrs.E came, he acted normally as though there are not any something wrong happenned, so we couldn't give a proof aaaaargh. Is he really crazy or just attract people's attention? Fuuuuuuuuuck!

I remember when Mrs.E putted checklist and gave a signature on my LKS in lesson6. Fyi, I didn't do and write anything in lesson6. Yaaaa, anything even for 1 word. Absolutely, I didn't forget to give her my nicest smile hahaha I guess she was in her subconscious mind.

I remember when Mrs.T asked boys to perform Zuhur prayer,and ignored girls so much. So, do you want the boys to accompany you to go to heaven and drag girls to hell? zzzz.

I remember when I told a lie to Mr.Z. I said that I had a problem with my neck bone, so the doctor didn't give me a permission to do 'senam lantai' anymore. Wow, and it worked successfully. Everybody and especially Mr.Z was worried about my condition, and they asked 'tulang kamu kenapa zaaaar?' Hmmmmm, I think I was too often being liar for this lesson, cause when he asked us to run 4laps, I just ran 2laps and hid behind big trees, cars, and horse. Ooooh, I'm so sorry, siiiiiiiiiiir! Trust me, they were just my white lies.

I remember when we had a trip to Majalaya and when night came, I watched a hypnosis live-performance, yaaaa it was real, so I can believe hypnosis show on TV that there are not any camera manipulation or acting. Hmm, I still didnt suppose tat my teacher has that cool power.

I remember when we had bbq party at Septi's garden and we also swam together. What a wonderful daaaaaaaaay!

I remember when we (23 people) gathered at HC , we didnt go to school and I said to my father that I should interview someone for school task. Sorry hiks.

I remember when Mrs.H said 'Ah dasar rayuan gombal,ibu mah ga mempan' when Leka said 'Ibu jangan marah,kita sayang ibuuuu' LOL.

I remember when my friend came late to class and he said that he has performed a prayer so he came late. Fyi,he is a christian wkwkwk.

I remember when Mrs.M gave me and Septi standing applause and gave us EXCELLENT on her score paper for showing great Japanesse little conversation. Well, she said that our performance is natural and all out. Oya, almost all of students voted for us for being the top1.

I remember when I asked Mr.R to repeat his words cause I couldnt hear clearly. 'Faktor apa pak?' and he answered, 'Moal beja-beja ah' Shiiiiiiit, actually it doesn't matter if I know his words or not but everybofy was laughing at me.

I remember when Mrs.T gave me inspiration to write a song,cause she has broken our heart hahahaha,

You're such a dried snot
And it makes us wanna puke
Oh every time we see your face
More disgusting than ever

Close to the boys
You always find sensation
To get their attention
With your 'cute' face

So how about the girls?
We're such an invisible thing
We're such a silly stone
But we don't care
Oh yeah we don't even care

You were made from flame
So finally we know
You're not a real human
Have double face
Pretend that you're kind
But your act like chameleon
Can change everytime you want
Wherever
Whenever

Don't ever think we're afraid of you!
We can live without you
But you can't
Don't ever think we're the loser!
Just because of your invincible weapon
Have a status as teacher

Oh we can't stand
Oh really we can't handle
YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT
AND WE'RE ALWAYS WRONG
THEN WE UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE HATES YOU

Hmm we just waiting
For the impossible miracle
We have no authority
We can't do anything
Just mocking you in our mind
Yeaaah just in our mind

Thanks for being my greatest teacher. Thanks for giving us your best.

Btw,its been 3 weeks and I miss my classmate a lot ;( Cant wait for 13rd July, 1st day of being third grader. Yaaaaaaaaaay!

Freeeeeeeeeeee!

Hari ini saya udah bebas, HORE! Setelah saya dipusingkan, direpotkan, dilelahkan oleh kegiatan sekolah dan les. Lega banget rasanya hari ini. Lepas dari 2minggu yang sangat sibuk. Tiap malam selalu ketiduran dan terbangun dengan keadaan:
1. posisi tidur gatau apa, ga karuan bikin selalu kesemutan tangan
2. tangan masih megang pulpen
3. tempat tidur dipenuhi dengan buku-buku dan kertas-kertas
4. tv dan lampu masih nyala sampai shubuh
5. flash disk,modem,dll masih connect. Laptop juga dalam keadaan standby
6. hp masih ada di kasur, di samping badan, atau jatoh ketendang
7. lupa makan malam

And now the tiring activities are already over.
No more exam
No more remedial test (amin)
No more LKS
No more paper
No more power point
No more presentation

Hari ini remedial biologi, the day that I’ve been waiting since yesterday. Dan kegiatan remedial pun terus ditunda-ditunda, saya juga ga ngerti kenapa. Kemarin katanya ada remed jam 1 siang. Saya tunggu, ternyata ditunda sampe besoknya. Katanya, standby aja ya dari jam 8. Dan saya pun nyampe sekolah jam 7 lebih, niatnya pengen belajar dulu. Tapi pas jam 8 lebih ditungguin, katanya jam 10. Ok. fine deh, 2 jam itu sebentar hmmmmm. Jam 10 itu jam saya biasa makan, dan saya udah laper banget, sampe maag kambuh, tadinya mau makan tapi males kalo lagi enak-enak makan disuruh ke lab buat remed. Hari ini saya ga bawa jam, jadi gatau pastinya jam berapa, karena jam hp saya lagi ngaco. Lalu saya memutuskan untuk ngerjain tugas bahasa sunda, selesailah semua dalam 1 hari, thanks god! Abis gitu karena sakit perut ga tertahankan, saya tidur di kursi kayu kelas, 2 kursi digabung jadi 1, yang oh sangat keras sekali.

Terus, Gege nelfon Bu S. Katanya masih di jalan. Oke saya tidur lagi. Terus tiba-tiba salah satu anak kelas gatau siapa, bilang “remed remed di kelas is3” dan anak-anak pun lari. Kenceng banget lah. Apeu banget kan mereka hiiiiiiii. Katanya biar dapet kursi yang pw, padahal kan semua kursi juga sama aja. Ga bakalan ada kursi yang empuk dan ada rodanya itu kan? Hahahah oh mungkin nyari tempat strategis untuk nyontek haha. Dari jauh saya teriak, tempatin buat azar ya! Oke kata mereka. Yaudah saya santai aja deh, sambil megangin perut, laper banget uuuuh!

Sekitar jam 12an nyampe ke kelas is3. Jadi kalo diitung-itung remednya ditunda kurang lebih 11jam. Terus septi teriak “Disini Zar!” Ya ampun please ya, Septi emang jagoan kalo urusan nempatin tempat duduk. Masa saya ditempatin di kursi paling depan. Yaudah akhirnya saya duduk di paling ujung belakang, berharap ga dipindahin.

Soalnya 40 pg dan 4 essay tentang reproduksi. Saya kerjain essaynya duluan, karena otak saya lagi make sistem short term memory yang cuma bertahan beberapa menit, takutnya lupa lagi. Terus berlanjut ke pg, Cuma tau no 1,2,3 isinya BBB yang lainnya aaaaaargh! Di sela-sela remedial biologi, hp bunyi. Ada 3 sms. Minta jawaban, oh shit mereka kira saya pinter apa ya, saya juga ngasal. Intinya remedial kali ini, murni 98% ngerjain sendiri mengikuti intuisi saya-bukan logika. Wish me luck!

Pas ada kesempatan, saya nanya-nanya tapi pas lagi nanya, konsenterasi saya sangat terganggu karena di kaca luar kelas ada si Shela lagi joget-joget sambil meletin lidahnya. Ah apa-apaan sih Shela, blagu banget mentang-mentang ga remed biologi haha, jadi aja saya bingung tadi si Ichang ngomong C atau D uuuuh 1 soal berpengaruh. 1 suara aja berpengaruh sama pemilu, apalagi 1 soal di tes remedial. Bu S ngebalik, terus ngomong “Kejujuran itu penting ya, Ibu menghargai orang yang jujur dan itu jadi nilai plus” Ini nyepet atau timingnya aja yang pas ya? Aduh maaf Bu, hanya 1 soal dan itu pun ga kedengeran jawabannya C atau D. Ah intinya sial! Menit-menit terakhir Ibu ngedatengin bangku saya, terus ke Vanny. Nyocokin jawaban kita berdua.
Bu S :“Vanny, Azaria kelas 3 mah belajar yang bener ya”
Vanny:”Iya saya belajar ko bu”
Bu S: Belajar mah jangan buat remedial aja atuh
Vanny:Iya iya Bu
Saya sih ga ngomong apa-apa. Vanny aja yang jawab. Males, udah ga punya energi haha. Terus Bu S nepuk tangan saya, “Ya Azaria ya? Yang rajin atuh belajarnya” Saya cuma bisa senyum.

Remedial berakhir, jawaban dikumpulin. Semoga apa kata mata hati saya benar Ya Allah. Amin. Keluar kelas, Eka dan Nadia sms. Katanya kapan mau ke lia, ayo latihan. Huh, oke semangat ya! Sore ini deg-degan banget, saya kebagian tampil presentasi ke-5. Ngeliat presenter lain keren-keren banget, apalagi Sitin aaaaaaargh, btw happy birthday yaaa hehe. Pas saya tampil alhamdulillah lancar dan sukses lah ya. Ga banyak uhm-uhmnya. Dan saya pun ga terlalu nervous seperti yang dibanyangkan, walaupun seringkali Mr.Feri menatap dengan sangat tajam. Oya, ada tamu dari Canada juga. Namanya Marie, ah cantik dan lucu banget deh. Mulai tegang pas questions&answers session, ada anak yang nanya terus ga berhenti-henti, padahal saya udah mengekspresikan muka buat jangan memperpanjang masalah dan pertanyaan. Tapi yaudalah dia bukan orang tipikal seperti itu yang kalo disuruh langsung nurut, saya jawab dengan penuh keyakinan dan kesoktauan, bla bla bla. Terus dia nanya lagi, saya respon lagi, dan dia nanya lagi dong! Terus aja terus yaaaaaaaa terussssss! Kesel deh. Tiba-tiba wali kelas saya tercinta Mrs. Eliza ngasih celetukan kalo dia setuju sama pendapat saya. Yes! Saya terlalu banyak menghabiskan waktu untuk menjelaskan tentang perbedaan hypnosis dan grudge untuk 1 orang penanya. Terus Mr.Feri nanya dan cerita tentang phobianya dengan ular. Bel bunyi, ah ga kerasa juga ya. Salah satu temen saya tadi ada yang ngevideo saya, tapi gambar dan suaranya ga terlalu clear ah bete deh. Dan ternyata video saya 22 menit, wow ga kerasa banget 20 menit lebih berdiri di depan. Makasih ya duo FF (Faza Fitri) untuk rekaman videonya. Makasih Nadia buat laptopnya. Rahman atas waktunya buat jadi operator, dan teman-teman yang lain yang udah ngedoain hehe. Tapi alhamdulillah hari ini lancar, makasih ya semuanya. Wish we can pass this level and I’ll be missing you, my friendsssss! :***

Wass.

Hello, I'm The Real Procrastinator

Ok, hari ini hari Minggu dan besok hari Senin. And tomorrow is my final exam, atau UAS atau Ulum atau apalah itu namanya yang selalu berganti-ganti nama tiap tahunnya. Well,besok ulangan Agama dan Fisika. Harusnya sih dari hari Sabtu,bahkan Jumat saya harus udah prepare buat besok. Tapi nyatanya sih engga lagi engga lagi. Hari Jumat saya janji bakal belajar di hari Sabtu, dan pada hari Sabtu saya rubah janji saya jadi di hari Minggu.

But, unfortunately I keep putting it off until now-until the last time, or maybe until the last minute that I think it's too late to do it. Ya ya ya, inti dari permasalahannya saya memerlukan waktu berjam-jam untuk menentukan apa yang harus dipelajari terlebih dulu (konyol). Frankly, I really really didn't get anything from that lesson. Entah karena babnya yang terlalu banyak dan sulit, entah karena saya yang -belum- menaruh atensi saya pada pelajaran ini, atau entah sayanya yang belet (yang ini sungguh sangat ga mungkin). Dinamika Rotasi dan Keseimbangan Benda Tegar, Fluida, Teori Kinetik Gas, dan Termodinamika. Liat liat dari judulnya aja saya masih ga ngerti apa maksud dan tujuannya dibuat bab-bab tersebut. Errrrrrrrrrrrgh but I should realize that I must accept all of the consequences for becoming one of the Science-Student.

In this 2^nd grade, saya merasa saya jadi diri saya yang ter ter ter terbodoh dan paliiiiiiiiiiiiiing malas selama saya hidup di kancah dunia pendidikan. Sering ditegur banyak guru karena ngobrol terus, ngumpulin tugas di akhir deadline, dan selalu berkutat di dunia remedial. As you know, hanya di tingkat ini saya bisa melakukan hal itu. Karena tahun depan, saya kelas 3, grade penentuan saya mau kuliah dimana dan mau ngasih makanan apa ke anak saya kelak. Ya kan?

Sekarang balik lagi ke permasalahan semula. Let’s see kapan saya akan mulai belajar fisika, minimal buka lks fisika dan memegang pensil. Kapan? As soon as possible. Hmmmmmmmmmm. As soon as I get the bad effects for becoming a procrastinator. Haha

Wass.